Robert Lawrence
XVIII. A Letter on Love
Are you willing to burn? To let the fire transform you? There is no other choice.
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XVII. Lifting of The Veil
Run, Run, Run, Little One. Don’t turn to see the gun. Aimed at your back. Your Legs. Your neck. Run ‘till you see the morning sun.
Robert Lawrence
XVI: Into The Fire - Now We Begin
The Third Baptism, Baptism by Fire. Be prepared to watch everything that is holding you back from Life to suddenly burn. I was not.
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XV: Butterfly Effect
I needed to become new. To become a witness to self. The me that was alive within and becoming increasingly impatient to be known.
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XIV: I Am
How one lesson learned late one night at a Christian camp may have shaped my entire life.
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XIII. Balance
The journey has not been an easy one. So much of me has been lost in the storm. Flung overboard so that I may continue to rise.
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XII. Mother
He looked up to his mother in pure adoration. As if looking at the face of God. I knew that look because that is how I once saw my mother.
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XI. Baptism By Fire:My Fall & Initiation Told in Four Parts
Who hurt me? I hurt myself. I have failed to find love because I’ve never allowed it in. Never let anyone get too close.
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X. A Love Invocation
Love, I will follow where you lead and serve others the best I can along the way. May your people be my people.
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IX. Baptism By Holy Spirit
Life did not change much after baptism. My soul was not elevated in the ways I had expected. I was still struggling with my sexuality and...
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VIll. Wings of The Dove
It has almost been a week since I’ve seen Leo. I’ve kept my promise and have not called. Neither has he. My heart slightly touches upon...
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VII. Baptism by Water
I’ve always told my story as a tragedy. An example of how the world is not fair. But it is fair. I got exactly what I asked for.
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VI. Destruction by Fire
”But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the...
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IV. First Love
My first love was not male but female. She was my mom. I loved her. What did I love about her? I’ve never asked that question before. I...
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III. Rebirth
I cannot tell you for sure who he was. And a part of me doesn’t want to. I wish to claim him, although I can’t. He’s an idea mostly, for...
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II. Transmutation
One can float unconsciously through days and years in a dull imitation of life. Imagine a branch drifting on the open sea, taking in the...
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I. Death
I’m far far out. Here there is no light or sound. No pain or pleasure. Nothing at all that I can sense. No I to sense. Just black....
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